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Date:2003-08-05 15:29

I wonder if anyone even reads this or has this one on their freinds listing anymore..

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Date:2003-07-22 23:36
Mood:dont ask

sounds echo long ans slow
in life the last forever more
slowly they fade
sounding never again
broken tunes lost in the end
silence ensued quite now
shivers run thru and thru
a echo remains
holding to tight
lost agian, dreaming at night
the sound lingers
its not really there
just a faded echo
waiting to disapear
as silence ensues
the end draws near
slow, quite, painless
deeply the dream
never to wake again
no sound remains
no wailing for the dead

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Date:2002-02-11 12:44
Mood:really pissed the fuck off

okay, this one is really getting to me, worst thing In my eyes is a man who disrespects or abuses a woman in any shape form or fashion.

there is on such indavidual that happens to be friends with robins family, he knows I dotn like him, what he doesn't know is that I just want 10 secoonds with his ass. that is all.

the son of a bitch has the balls to show up IN MY FUCKING HOUSE.

okay, now I am at a crossroad here, I get angery when i know things aobut people, but when these people flaunt the shit that is a different story.

I honestly wouldnt be supprised if this fuck is try'n to hook up with robin. now that really urks me. I know that i am split two ways.

but god damn, wether it was robin, shannon, kim... mousey.. hell any woman that I know. the fact the son of a bitch abuses women, treats them however he wants and then leaves them hanging or sends them off when he has drained them.

this mother fucker I want to really hurt right now. normally i control myself, normally I can hold back on things. but when something goes up against every little fiber of my belief and moral on how men should treat women... it just..

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.. fuck.. well anyway i am babbling now. the son of a bitch will die, the first chance i get.

some times I wish i had never learned how to fight, how to do things...

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Date:2002-02-09 13:09
Subject:visitor in the night
Mood: awake

light fades away giving to darkness
breathing slows to a almost dead pace
entering a slumber waiting for a embrace

the horrors of the night begin the flight
running in the dark searching for what is lost
somewhere in here she will must be

running blindly ignore everything around
looking for a love that must be found
darker it grows death breathing down

tripping over something falling to the ground
heart racing faster beating me down
body weight pushing me farther giving way to this state

a sudden calm washes over me glowing light I see
her essence is felt giving me hope and warmth
the touch is sudden giving me a start

lifting my up not enthralled in her arms
the gentle caress last the whole night
never letting me go, looking into my eyes

staying close and embracing the whole night
bodes intertwined, moving as one
nothing matter but her gentle touch

caressing my heart and soul
all with a simple touch
never will I leave

I must stay
here with her
this long day

speaking soft words
never let me be
hold me tight
speak to me true

what is your desire
what does you soul cry for
could it be?


darkness fade
the day has come
it fades away
my body gone numb

I will wait
forever in this state
just to hear the words
to hear here say
who she loves

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Date:2002-02-08 20:12

in sky the clouds float by
the wind stirs your hair
blowing here and there

eye fluttering faster again
sparkling in the bright daylight
deep and beautiful the gleam true

hearts beating with a deep rush
the rise and fall of your each breath
the soft sound of air escaping

words carried softly on the wind
whispers heard, and memorized
every word held forever close

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Date:2002-02-08 17:57
Mood: embarrassed

If wishes came true
I would just wish for you

if wishes came true
mine would be to take care of you

if wishes came true
I would hold onto you

if wishes came true
we could look each other in the eyes

if wishes came true
I would wish only for you

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Date:2002-02-07 11:43

smooth lines,
tender touch
warm embrace,
soft kiss

gentle winds,
earths carress
night skys,
glowing stars

arms encircled,
locked embrace
sweet taste,
lips embrace

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